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Most Of All
01:58
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I’m feeling the weight of my skin
Cuts me from within
It’s tearing me up from inside
I basically died
But most of all
I’m a tainted mess
You’ll say she’s the best
A demon in beautiful dress
You’re good to impress
And most of all
You’ll think it’s chill when you don’t talk to me but
I’m losing my best friend
Now that there’s someone there instead of me
Well this could be the end
And most of all
I still can’t hate you at all
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2. |
Your Kind Of Life
02:30
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When you see me again somewhere down the open road
You’ll be saying it then -
“You look different than before”
And I’ll say “No it’s not true”
Blame it on the light of day
But I’ll be worse off than you
Now I’m crying as you say
“We gotta live separate places
We gotta start over on separate coasts
You gotta see scary new faces
You gotta move on
You gotta move on
You gotta move on and live your kind of life”
In a vacant lot somewhere by an old hotel
I’ll think of what I forgot and say “Oh it’s just as well”
Then I’ll be sitting inside staring at a bad TV
Something happy has died and now what’s become of me
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3. |
Sick
02:12
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Sick again
More often than not at the hands of men
I’m sick to death
Just well enough to speak a final breath
Enough
Is it in my head wishing i were dead
I wanna hurl myself into the sea
Is it in my mind
Do you think I’m fine
But then it’s not like this ever meant anything to me
I lost it all
My final brain cell banged against the wall
Just one more day
Tomorrow maybe I’ll wake up and say
Enough
And I’m not myself
I am someone else
I’m everyone they wanted me to be
And I’m not ok
I’m sick every day
But then it’s not like this ever meant anything to me
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4. |
At It Again
02:02
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Oh no
You’re at it again
At it again
God should help you cuz you’re at it again
At it again
You got it wrong
You’re totally lost
What’s going around in your head
Just look around and see what you’ve done
You’re wasted and screaming in bed
Oh God
The fuck’s going on
There’s nothing ok in your mind
You should know by now you don’t deserve love
Cuz no one can keep you in line
Don’t understand
How you think you’re good
How you think you’re doing ok
Don’t understand, my darling
But I did what I could
And you keep on being this way
And no one wants you
No one needs you
No one loves you
No one cares
You’re at it again
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5. |
Lonely Girl
04:08
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Please say good night
Got no love to give
I’m on a lonely ride
Night comes undone
When I go to sleep
No word from anyone
Though I miss having you by my side
No you can’t come here tonight
Cuz I’m a Lonely Girl
Stare, see through time
Do my magic tricks
Turn water into wine
It took its toll
Body with no life
A heart without a soul
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I’m looking for something to do
But the world offers me nothing without you
You went too far then took it all away
I tried so hard to think of what to say
But nothing I could do could make you stay
We went to the beach and you took my hand
And the stars shined so bright as we walked in the sand
But these are the things you don’t understand
You lied to me and told me that you care
You captured me with your intensive stare
But nothing I could do could make you there
We went to the diner late at night
And you gazed in my eyes and you held me so tight
But these are the things that you can’t make right
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The thought of that just makes me wanna cry
So send a plume of smoke into the night sky
We get up on the freeway
Wild in our ways
Said it’s all right with me
Have a nice time today
In the 7-11 parking lot
Until we roll over to the next spot
We get up on the freeway
A queen and her kind
Said it’s all right with me and then my heart starts to sing
We get up on the freeway and our breath stinks of alchohol
You said it matters nothing of what God thinks
She kills us all
We get up on the freeway and our breath reeks of alcohol
I said it matters nothing cuz when God speaks
She kills us all
We get up on the freeway
Free as a bird
Said it matters nothing of the lies that you heard
End up back at your place at the dawning
Holding you so tight that I can feel you breathe
I would never leave
I would never leave
At 5 AM the plane is crashing down
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8. |
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This memory is all I need to feel ok
So leave me with my memory to sleep the day
Sleep the day away
Everything that came before is just an empty shell
What did I need to move on
Well time did tell
Oh
You’re on your own
But you don’t want me back for more
On and on and on and on
This memory is all I need to feel alright
So leave me with my memory to stay inside
It’s just another night of trying not to survive
What’s the future
What’s the past
It stumbled into place
There’s nothing here that I forgot that I can’t chase
Oh
You wanted all
But you don’t want me back for more
On and on and on and on and
You wanted something here so bad
You wanted something you never had
You wanted something for so long
But you’re wrong
And it’s just another night of wishing I could go home
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9. |
I'm Far Away
03:42
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I live in New York City
And all my friends are dead
And all their thoughts are swimming through my head
I got a kinda feeling
You might call paranoid
Just know which situations to avoid
Cuz I’m far away in my head
I look at the ground like no one’s around
No one’s around
I’m going to a party with everyone I know
And all our faces piled in the snow
I see you come up to me
And try to fake a smile
I’ll be here in the corner for a while
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10. |
Mistake
02:22
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Now and then I see you every day
I get up and I go out and I pass the time away
I knew it at the minute I was making a mistake
But now I can’t believe the path that it would take
Days go by and every one’s the same
I knew it when I did it I had only me to blame
I knew it when I did it I was making a mistake
But now I can’t believe the path that it would take
And now
I cannot remember you
I saw you on the street somewhere
But know it really wasn’t you
And now
I can barely see your face
I saw it in a photograph
But coming from another place
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11. |
All Your Promises
04:38
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Staring into the void
When all I’d known became destroyed
And summertime filled the air
Could you imagine when you were not there
And all of your love
All of your promises
Wasn’t what you said they’d be
And all of my shit
All of my nothingness
Is that all you expect from me?
After it all crashed down
The seeds of love were all around
And some of them caught in time
And all they said to me -
“You’re nothing, worthless”
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12. |
Waiting In The Car
02:45
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Ah
How has it come this far?
Got to the end then here again and back again
And now we don’t know who we are
You
You had me so confused
But then you say “We’re here today”
And now we may be going on another cruise
Being there with you was not so easy
After we were through I breathed a sigh
But in the car with you
We’d never laughed that hard
I’m in love with you
I can’t forget
The things we used to do
Since we first met
I’d run away with you
But I remember
You don’t love me anymore
Then I open up the door and there you are
You’re waiting in the car
You’re waiting and we’re off together
Us forever
No one else will find out where we are
You’re waiting in the car
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